school

Over a month since my last post. I'm bad at these things, I can't focus. But for the past week I've been thinking a lot about school. I want to go back and study in a specialized program. Maybe Nursing. Maybe Veterinary Technology. I want a career.

Not a job.

It seems like a lot of people believe that is too idealistic and impractical. Well, I guess that is just me. Always dreaming and asking "what if?" I can't help it. There are too many options, too many opportunities. I need to explore them.

I need to follow through on a goal. I think of ideas but hardly ever set goals. Maybe that is my crutch. I need goals. One step at a time. I get overwhelmed and give up. It needs to stop.

I realize I have a lot of limitations that are the result of my past decisions, but I have to stop letting them get in the way. Those things really worthwhile aren't available without a struggle.